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So I fail at chem, summer internships, swimming, SATs, and calc.

Things to look forward to until summer: SAT I in May, SAT II Math 2 and SAT II Chemistry in June, AP Chemistry and AP Calculus in May, other internship rejections, Saturday mornings devoted to AP Calc/Chem study sessions, ACTs?, last chances to make CCS, finals.

Everything is too hard. I just want to sleep more than 6 hours per night, get rid of the constant soreness from swimming, and NOT wake up feeling like I want to sleep forever. Yeah, fuck life.

End of the year introduction

Today was Kayjing's last day at MTW before she goes to MSJA. She was our young prodigy because she was crazy fast and not only that, she was one of my closest friends on the team. And I bet the next time I see her, she will be insanely buff and faster than ever. Nonetheless, I will miss her greatly and am very proud of her. MSJA practices are intense, people throwing up on deck is apparently quite common. On that note, I wish her good luck and a healthy stomach, haha.

I feel like writing an about me, like I did back when I was addicted to myspace. Everyone knows now that Facebook > Myspace duuh! :)

I notice the little things and often forget to see the big picture. I would much rather walk barefoot everywhere. I love my brother, swimming, and food more than anything else in the world. On a less intense note, I like gmail, jumpshots, science, and organized binders. I hate slow computers, ants, trashy girls, and waiting in line. I love knowledge but I don't especially like the process of learning. I get nervous and embarrassed too easily. I love risks and thrills, within certain limits. I am a hypocrite and you probably are too. Motivated, ambitious, priorities straight, what's important to you?

End of the yeeeeear is almost heeeeere! 9 days left (now a single digit number). Countdown to summer: 23 days!