Intensive

So I'm kinda stuck in an 8th floor dorm doing something that I absolutely hate at this point, and will be continuing to do for days on end. SATs and college essays are so meaningless. Why do we have to be reduced to a number to explain our entire life's achievements? And even for the essay, why do we have to have entirely perfect english and grammer? I thought it was supposed to be about our uncomplicated selves. What's so wrong with blurting about our lives (kinda like blogging, haha)? In lots of ways, it's the purest form of our being; not some essay that went through 93405809430 revisions. I kinda wish the admissions people could just look into our souls and know if we would be a perfect match for that college. It would make life so much easier. But then again, "life sucks, then you die," says Jacob Black<3

Speaking of Jacob Black, the pictures and trailers on Tram's tumblr make me HELLA EXCITED for new moon!

Getting things done

Man, it sucks not having a working laptop anymore. I can pretty much do everything that I normally do on my phone, except blog. I really want a LG Xenon!!! On the bright side, getting off the computer makes me a whole lot more productive :)

I managed to watch Transformers 2 in imax twice :D Totally worth it! I highly recommend watching it in imax, it makes everything so much more realistic and AWESOME. The first time, I went with my crazy friends, who I always manage to laugh my ass off (usually almost to the point of crying) with. The second time, I went with my nasty<3 and chlorinated friends. Afterwards, I started seeing trucks and yellow cars everywhere, I swear! "It's a sign, the Transformers are here!!!" --Joann.

And I managed to finish Twilight and New Moon; it took me 1 day for each book. I gotta admit, I kinda understand how they are addicting. I caved in, I decided I HAD to read New Moon before the movie came out this time and I was uber curious anyways. I agree that the book is so much better than the movie, but then again, that's always the case. Honestly though, if I were Bella, I would choose Jacob. Edward is perfect and all... but Bella is risking too much. I'm sorry, I love Edward<333 but Jacob is the practical and realistic choice.

I've noticed how moody I have become. When I am in good mood, I feel great and like I'm a riot ;) But as morning practices are taking away my precious sleep, my mood is sloooowly declining. I feel it, I show it, and I hate it. I hate how selfish I have become. I hate how my temper flares at the smallest things. I hate how I have become impatient and rash. I hate how I can't seem to pay attention in class anymore. I hate competition, but I know that I need it and crave it. And I hate how physics is becoming more and more complicated.

Thanks, you're really starting to become a great friend.

*Happy birthday cousin Austin! I am forever indebted to you for driving me everywhere on a daily basis. Also, happy belated birthday Kayjing, I miss seeing you everyday! And I cannot forget, RIP Farrah Fawcett and Michael Jackson, legends in their own crafts.

New moon

Tram sent me the New Moon movie poster. The movie releases in exactly 6 months! Team Edward/Robert Pattinson<3

Whether I like it or not, test grades can really make or break my day. Everyone tells me I need to stop being so serious, but I can't help it. There are times to be silly and times to be serious and for me, school is where I really need to step it up. I bombed a Chem test pretty badly. I thought it was relatively okay but I ended up getting one of my lowest grades. This Redox chapter is even harder, I must focus!

Drama with Vincent and Amy, but they are back together now. I swear, they are one of the cutest couples I know. And even though they are incredibly young, they have been through so much... I am glad you guys are back together :) It really saddens me to see both of you guys so depressed.

Losing hope with you, but I want to stay.