Chugging along

I don't like being moody, but I am a terribly moody person. I'm sure it annoys my closest friends and it definitely annoys me too. I don't really understand how I can be completely I'm-on-top-of-the-world euphoric and fuck-off-cause-I-don't-give-a-flying-fuck pissed the next minute. And there are a few certain people I take it out on that don't deserve it at all; I'm sorry and please bear with me. I sincerely hope that when the stress of high school is over, I will be my sweet old self from... 4th grade? haha. Buuuuuuut, not likely. College will be worse.

My internet addiction is disgraceful. And I'm hungry all the freakin' time. I have no self-control when it comes to internet and food. If it weren't for swimming, I would send my weight scale on a hey day. And I would like to completely ignore homework like a badass if it weren't for the consequences of failing. Actually, no need. My grades in school are pretty ridiculous; I feel ashamed even thinking about it.

I wish I could somehow train my mind into making me a morning person. I wake up every morning feeling like I would trade my life just to sleep forever. I feel like I need caffeine but I would like to hold off on an addiction for as long as I can. And I've been starting to get painful migraines throughout the day, especially after I take a test or if I'm thinking too hard. I usually just stab my temples with my finger and hope that one pain will cancel out the other. I am resisting from painkillers too; that would be even worse than a coffee addiction.

One day, my brother is going to pwn at swimming. By his glory days, he will be a beast and totally enviable. Right now, he's just guppy/fish-like. However, he's darker than me now. By summer, we will be as black as this nasty, rotten banana three inches to my left, because we are already quite chocolate-y and it's only April!

Koreans have like the best music, hottest pop singers, yummiest foods, and they are the masters of dramas. It seems like such a wonderful world in Korea. I have new found appreciation for anything Korean. (oh haaaay! if you could recommend some great new Korean songs, that would be just too kind of you<3)

I need to find some motivation to power through these last few weeks of junior year. After DCON (OMFG! 2 DAYS!!!) and Junior Prom (YAAAY! 9 DAYS!!!), I will have nothing interesting going on other than school-related nonsense. I feel like I need some spice in my life.

Favorites of the day

I have a little downtime so it's just me and my computer for an hour or two :) Actually, it's not downtime... I'm just too lazy to be doing all the crap I have to do.

Catchiest song: Second Time, by Lady Gaga




Cutest video: Evian Roller Babies




Sexiest movie trailer: Jennifer's Body



Cutest story: 60 year Engagement

(Source: http://www.ktla.com/news/landing/ktla-long-engagement,0,266953.story)

Most outrageous story: Kristen Stewart is pregnant!

(Source: http://www.examiner.com/x-5302-Minneapolis-Entertainment-Examiner~y2009m7d7-Twilights-Rob-Pattison-and-Kristin-Stewart-expecting-a-child-claims-Aussie-magazine)

^ I HIGHLY doubt that it's true and I think it's quite hilarious... but you never know.


Must haves!!!
Alright, I think I've had enough internet for one day. Toodles!