Blissful

I feel like I'm in a really good place in my life. Sure, I complain now and then but nothing that really affects my outlook. My parents are totally supportive and my brother always makes me smile; my friends are always great, especially you gang of amazing girls, along with tram and dorkatron lol; school is still rather worrisome but not deadly; and I'm really getting used to juggling and truly enjoying my extracurriculars. I feel like for once, things are going right. I once again feel blessed to live each day instead of wanting to fast forward to the future. And I believe I am in this mood because I'm finally exercising/swimming since November 2009, so more healthy blood is flowing to my brain! haha. Swimming makes me such a happy and better person, and I love love love it. And maybe driving too, driving everyday to school and back makes me feel so good haha.

I was talking with a friend about this the other day, but I wonder what my blog really says about me. Looking back at old entries, I guess you can learn a whole lot about me if you read between the lines. I'm not the type of person to say much, but I guess my everyday thoughts on here say enough, especially if you're cool enough too decipher my meanings :)

I love all this talk about Junior Prom. Who's wearing what dress, who's going with who, who's eating where with who... how exciting! Once I "do what I gotta go" and decide on my dress, I will be like a happy ticking bomb, ready to explode on prom night! And hopefully senior ball too :D

Purpose defeated

I don't have any more urges to blog. What's the point anyways? I might stop using Blogspot for the same reason that I stopped using Twitter: I really don't care. It's rather boring to read about posts where people describe in detail their daily activities, and it must be boring to read about mine. I only know about two blogs, tops, that actually talk about things worth blogging about, written by friends who actually have the guts (unlike me) to show the world that they are strong, passionate, and human.

Aren't blogs supposed to be a platform where you can vent your feelings and emotions, share your creativity and ideas, and connect with your friends on a deeper level? Cause this blog hasn't done any of the above for me. I still haven't grown accustomed to telling my feelings to the world; after all, I created a password-protected private blog which makes this public blog entirely useless. My creativity nowadays is limited to calculus formulas, MLA rules, and chemical equations; whatever thoughts I have floating in my head disappear when I finally decide I want to blog after god-knows-how-long. And honestly, reading about how someone's day went event-by-event doesn't tell me squat about the person.

Think about this, why do you blog? I no longer have an answer to that question.