Apart

My honors chem test is over. I feel so... liberated. Once I finished that last problem, I was instantly relieved. No regrets. It's turned in and there is nothing I can do about it now. So incredibly glad its over!!! It actually wasn't as bad as I had thought... Who knows.

My mom's holiday party tomorrow. My job is to prepare the playlist and since it is my ONLY job, I must get it right. Like my mom says, "You have no idea how many ways people can screw up."

Practice was fun, we got free pizza (Uncle Sam from Pizza box is a monstrosity!!). Christmas in the Park field trip planned for next Friday. Lane 6 only bitches! Hah, only the 4 oceans & the 3 seas can go (;

Unhealthy friendships? Tensions run high. I have a short temper lately. The little things go a long way and really seem to bother me. But I think another reason is cause my view on things has changed. A few months ago, my "lenses" were different, so to speak. Just a completely different way of looking at things. Attitudes towards myself and others. I can't really explain how right now. Maybe some other time I will blog about my feelings on certain people & my feelings toward myself.

*Happy UN International Mountain Day! (http://www.dailyholidays.net) I have no clue what that means, haha.

Halfway there

Still too busy for a full on blog about Sacramento or other recent happenings. Writing this blog in a rush. I've been having a lot of 5-hour straight homework nights, only stopping to eat the occasional pear. (I am so in love with Bartlett Pears!) Homework from 7pm to around 1am has got me stressing. Oh, weekend... where the hell are you!?

Honors chem test on moles. I am very, very worried. Can't stop thinking about how I am gonna possibly fail this test. (By failing, I mean 89 or lower.) I cannot fail!!! Feel like I might throw up right now.

My brother won an award at his school for "Sense of Adventure." Pretty surprising, since he has been getting into so much trouble with his teacher. Nonetheless, he is a very curious boy & it is still an award after all. (: Another tooth of his fell out today, his teeth now look like an upside down bucktooth rabbit. Haha!


"Did you know that every day is a holiday? That somewhere, someone is celebrating something? Well so are we!"
-- http://www.dailyholidays.net

I love all kinds of holidays (especially the ones with no school!) so I thought this was pretty interesting. Happy Human Rights Day!

Yay me?

Sacramento this weekend! (Mom ran 26.2 mile marathon, we stayed the night.) Pictures up later.

Reasons why I am beginning to hate extremely dislike this week:
- AP World Chapter 19 is twice as long = 2x as much outlining, reading, vocab words, review questions, memorizing, etc.
- English essay due tomorrow, major writer’s block!
- Honors Chem test on 10 kinds of mole problems/formulas, which I am quite confused about.
- New seats in French, me in the loner row.
- Major Chinese homework to make-up
- Pleasanton swim meet this Saturday... too cold.

On the bright side:
- I have an A- in AP World, finally
- Doubles ping pong!
- Knowledge bowl is fun
- Fridge is restocked, cause dad went to Costco
- Almost Winter Break... 11 DAYS :D

Things I realized today:
- Today is my birthday in the Chinese calendar (:
- I use commas way too much
- I have a queer eating schedule cause I am always hungry
- My hands are always, always cold
- Poor Obama is already receiving a lot of criticism
- I like making lists cause sometimes I can't manage to think in complete sentences

"Your jacket is the color of the Communists!" -Hahaha!