I'm craving adventure. like... a safari adventure to somewhere far far away. africa would be cool. china is always fun. europe, most def. but the more i think about it, it's not like i can go now anyways. even if i got the offer to travel, i would *sigh, DECLINE, because i wouldn't want to miss any school. priorities suck. so instead, i will find happiness in the crazy jungle of high school. i guess that's exciting enough, for now.
when i turn 50, i will no longer have an address. i will be in any one of the 4 corners of the world and no one will be able to track me down. one minute here, next minute there. oh gosh, what a life (:
Sunday, October 5, 2008
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Enough
So last night kinda sucked. It started off okay though: the 4 of us walked from the sports center to safeway. Got some jamba juice, walked around Safeway, then walked over to the community center for the swim banquet. ATE, ATE, THEN ATE SOME MORE! Took some jumpshots outside with the sprinklers (*reminder, i need to teach kayjing how to take a jumpshot) and some still shots w/ the group. then went inside for the awards stuff. I didn't win anything, but then again only ONE person from the senior group won a trophy. But my mom gave me crap about it on our way home. How I don't work hard enough, how I don't swim fast enough, how I don't try my best. That fucking blew me up, cause I DO try my best. I AM one of the 2 fastest girl swimmers! And then she started insulting Coach Alex. UGH! I felt like crap right there. It took me a few hours later to realize I'm not someone that can be insulted that easily. I AM worth something. I have a date to Homecoming and I have 6 best friends. That thought made me feel better, NO ONE should be able to bring me down and I'm not gonna let it get to my head. I'm just gonna keep doing what I gotta do and see this situation as just a bug on a car window. So I mass-texted a few of my friends just to talk about life and school. Just getting my mind offa it can really help.
Homecoming update: He got our tickets for $12 before it went to $14 haha. We decided on the colors too, thanks Jonathan Quibuyen. Shopping next weekend! Oh my... 2 more weeks!
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Yes
Part 1
Part 2
Guess what!? I'm going to homecoming w/ a date! :D Rhodan asked, even after all this time that I didn't think he was gonna. But yeah, I love love love how he asked. Hella clever & creative. So at brunch, I found these things in my locker: A picture of Will Smith (WILL), a letter U (YOU), a green stoplight (GO), a long math equation w/ the answer as 2 (TO), and a house with the word coming at the end (HOMECOMING). I spent 3rd and 4th trynna figure out who it was and finally at lunch, I get a heart with numbers on it. Six pack +Tram helped me solve it, and it said WITH RHODAN MUYOT. So yeah, I'm happy now (:
Swimming supposedly starts today, but I can't go. No ride. I really wanna get back in shape too, and lose the fat that develops as a result of me not exercising. My momma warned me that since I have been exercising (swimming for 2 hours) everyday since I was 8, I have to continue that trend into my adult years cause my body isn't used to not exercising. I like swimming... but that's a long time! Oh well, healthy habits. Haha look! --> “Backstroke, breaststroke, stroke of GENIUS!” -- from MoneyMaker, by Ludacris.
Let me elaborate on my last post, which I didn't finish. So my daddy is home from China/Canada! Finally. Mixed feelings, cause I missed him a lot. But since he is back, I have two pairs of eyes watching me and double the supervision. Yeah, the selfish side of me is coming out. I am glad he is back, honestly! I am. My daddy is the coolest (: We were talking for like... an hour about the current economic crisis and the presidential debate that was on TV. I hope he was impressed by how much I grew up since he was gone. I think in my entire life, I did the most growing within this period of the last month. I just hope he is proud of me.
Part 2
Guess what!? I'm going to homecoming w/ a date! :D Rhodan asked, even after all this time that I didn't think he was gonna. But yeah, I love love love how he asked. Hella clever & creative. So at brunch, I found these things in my locker: A picture of Will Smith (WILL), a letter U (YOU), a green stoplight (GO), a long math equation w/ the answer as 2 (TO), and a house with the word coming at the end (HOMECOMING). I spent 3rd and 4th trynna figure out who it was and finally at lunch, I get a heart with numbers on it. Six pack +Tram helped me solve it, and it said WITH RHODAN MUYOT. So yeah, I'm happy now (:
Swimming supposedly starts today, but I can't go. No ride. I really wanna get back in shape too, and lose the fat that develops as a result of me not exercising. My momma warned me that since I have been exercising (swimming for 2 hours) everyday since I was 8, I have to continue that trend into my adult years cause my body isn't used to not exercising. I like swimming... but that's a long time! Oh well, healthy habits. Haha look! --> “Backstroke, breaststroke, stroke of GENIUS!” -- from MoneyMaker, by Ludacris.
Let me elaborate on my last post, which I didn't finish. So my daddy is home from China/Canada! Finally. Mixed feelings, cause I missed him a lot. But since he is back, I have two pairs of eyes watching me and double the supervision. Yeah, the selfish side of me is coming out. I am glad he is back, honestly! I am. My daddy is the coolest (: We were talking for like... an hour about the current economic crisis and the presidential debate that was on TV. I hope he was impressed by how much I grew up since he was gone. I think in my entire life, I did the most growing within this period of the last month. I just hope he is proud of me.
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